tiring days

It has been a tiring day peoples. Relationships once smooth seem like choppy torments. Women who were keen... quite simply seem less keen. The day has been consumed with got to do's instead of 'would like to do's' ah life is in the making now and forever! it amuses me greatly that the expenditure of energy is constantly in deficit for me, always getting pulled to something that I don't want to do. Jesus! Furthermore what sucks the most is that this is meant to be the uni holidays and i find myself becoming undulating in the never ending cycle of bullshit work! WTF is the go with that! I guess if i dint find this job so poisonousness i wouldn't be concerned but unfortunately the conditioning has been skewered to a place of disharmony and disconnectedness!! for once in my miserable little life can i actually work and get ahead? for once can i get some enjoyment out of this pathetic existence that we would call life and harmony working within the bullshit constrains of so called society. what the fuck is the point to it all! society is an artificial construction although meant to provide us with a platform to become more, provide opportunities and liberites is more geared to controlling the people and making us strive for something better and not even for us but for our children. i say fuck society and all that is stands for as it to me stands for fucking nothing. it stands for a bunch of people that are the minority to have 95 percent of all the wealth be internally corrupted and allow the  majority of our population to remain where it is. fucking nowhere.. and fooled to think that we can become so much more that what we are although left my friends with our dicks in our hands because at the end of the day we have nothing and furthermore again we are striving for something that isnt even real. tangible yes. cars money and the pleasures that come with it however we are working and functioning in a big playground where the purpose of life is so much more than that but we are all decived by the bright lights we remain ignorant placid and get distracted to what matters and we are not taught how to ahive it. we are onlty taught to participate, contriubute become a wheel in a machine and then when you have paid all your taxes and are on your deathbed the government say sweet deal another good citizen of australia.

my arguement is this. do not be fooled by the bright lights of society. there are many things to be distracted by and if so great but be aware what really matters is something to strive and fight for because belive me it wont fall in your lap. dont be left like the majority of us are left gaping with our dicks in our hands wondering what the fuck is it all for and if nothing really matters..

go home

steve